I'm the king of catastrophes...

Alright, I know, I am going to actually attempt at updating this more than every couple of months. A lot has happened since my last post, and I 'll just summarize it up for the most part.

School is out for the summer and the Spring semester wasn't that bad. I had a bit of trouble but came out on the "B Honor Roll," which I am happy with. I'm only taking one summer class, Spanish I, probably. It is really all I can afford until my next loan. As for next fall I think so far I am looking at:

Calculus: Integrated Geometric Analysis

Organic I

Cell Biology

Spanish II (If I take Spanish I over the summer)

Should be F-U-N! I should also be getting involved with some research with Dan and Dr. Katti, and will even be in the publication. So, that is very exciting and great news! That is about it with school.

Now, in my personal life...My sister is doing a lot better, and I couldn't be happier. She has been to the doctor lately, but mainly for check-ups and more test to be ran. Ever since she got on Medicaid things have been so much better! I have been trying to make it over to my grandma's house lately; however, this whole not having a car situation isn't working out too well for me. I miss my brothers too! And my mom, hopefully I get the car and can make it over there more often.

I guess those are some of the key highlights of what has been going on lately. Dan graduated, along with Ryan, Neil, so that's pretty sweet! I'm real proud of that guy, he's been quite an inspiration and I wish him the best of luck!

Right now though...it's back to this MCAT book, and studying for Organic!

Homesick

I cannot believe myself. I have been in Bloomington for going on 6 days now, and I cannot help but feel like I want to go home. I am having fun, I truly am; however, I miss home. More so, I miss my usual schedule: school, study, visit friends/study with friends, and then go home to hang out with my “g-money” before bed. I feel bad because, well, my cousin and his wife are always so welcoming and he really wanted me to visit. I am not going to lie; I am having fun, which is why I came. I just feel maybe I could have done a couple days and then headed back home. I think a majority of it is thinking I had a week of free time that I could have used to my advantage to study and did not do so. Also, I miss my friends back at home and that makes me think if I have only been here a week…what am I going to do when I move? I want to go back to reading; watching Scrubs; I miss my guitar; I miss my dad and my brothers and sisters; I miss driving my car; I miss my grandparents; I miss The Buck; I miss my bed. I do not usually get homesick, yet I am now. I guess I got myself so involved in routine I had not noticed. Maybe I just feel that if I am home, there is a chance I will run into her, or something would come up and I could be close to her, if needed. I still cannot take Dan’s advice “why let someone who gave you so little, take so much.”

“You say you're fine
But you're still young, and out of line
All I need is to turn around,
To make it last, to make it count”

Homesick

No time...

Literally, see above.

I'm just posting to let, anyone, if anyone, read this: I'm getting tired of playing the poor/busy/tired/hungry/angry college student. I need a drink...and a job. =\

BW3S TOMORROW!

Alright, I suppose I have neglected this blog enough. I really wanted to start writing in this again but it seems like I can give myself an excuse not to , a lot. Anyways, life is good and I cannot complain. The Spring semester is going real good, my classes are sweet; even though, some professors are for shit. I hate getting stuck with a professor that is quite horrible at what they do cause that just tells me I threw away my money. On another note, last semester went real good all B's. Which I am glad that I got that with everything that went on those last couple months. :whew:

Now, I finally got to a biology class where I dissect something, haha. I have been waiting to cut something up, in a none sadistic way, and I finally got my chance. That so far has been the highlight of the semester, well kinda. I was a little disappointed that I had to drop 2 classes due to financial issues. The Fall semester will be good cause I am sure to get my ass handed to me. I am really excited for it! Plus, only about 3 more semesters here and then I am going to try transferring to IUPUI and switch my major to their biochem degree. 

I started study for the MCAT last week too. I thought I should start now to make it easier on myself, plus a friend of mine suggested it would be a good idea to start this early. I have a practice exam, and also I am getting 3 more books from my dad's girlfriend. So , I think I should be set. Well, with the material availability, the answers...yeaah. 

I would type up everything that has happened since my last post but it is not anything special. I mean: Christmas, New Year's, bills, being poor, my car falling apart, family members sick, bills, studying, etc, etc, etc. So I'll just try to keep up from here on out, we'll see.